So Run

Sit down

Turn around

Not a peep

No sound

Pretend here

Is paradise

A lie

Kept close

Run fast

From here

Don’t look

Behind you

I wait

Shadows creep

Towards you

Dark embrace

Lights hate

Twisted world

Dance together

Under moonlight

Stars show

My way

From day

To night

And now

We fight

I Am Alice

I know I’m falling down

Down the rabbit hole

Drink me, eat me

Let me shrink and grow

Nothing’s making sense

Line don’t connect

I think that I have fallen

Through the looking glass

You’d think I would remember

It all from last time

I could, I should

I wish I would

A dream of a memory

Not yet mine

I still chase rabbits

And listen to blue caterpillars

The earth is shaking

Rabbit hole caves in

My looking glass tumbles

I cannot get in

My dreams looked forever

Where the hatters stitched

My world, my place my dreams

Tearing along the seams

I cannot go back

They cannot come forward

My dreams are reflected

Through the looking glass

Night Dance

Dance under the moon

Someone grant me a boon

Let me shelter from the sun

Just until my dance is dune

Let me hide in the night

So there’s no need to fight

We can dance beneath the ground

Only hoping we won’t be found

But night can never hide the light

And we know the day is too bright

So now we hide

Our time we shall bide

For the day to come

When the moon blocks the sun

Toughs who live in the night

Shall rise up and fight

Toughs who live in the day

Shall finally pay

Let me play

For one more day

The end is nigh

I will say good bye

This is thee end

I’m sorry my friend

Let me hide

I thought someone cried

By some chance

I finished my dance

The sun has come

My poem is dune

Behind The Mask

Welcome to the masquerade
Do you wear another face?
Paint me a smile, for I have none
Let my mask be brave.

Your words drip like poison
Knives slash my soul
You sneer and glare and leer
Bitter smile pulled tight.

I am the weird one
Not you.
I am the freak
Painted beauty chipped and cracked

My mask is chipped and broken
See my tattered soul
As my mask falls to the floor
Broken beyond repair

This is me
The true me
Let me leave this place
I don’t belong in the masquerade

So you can laugh when you look at me
My cracked and tattered smile
My mask gone with the wind
But I am the freak

I am
I am proud
So say what you want
But my smile is true

Paint my world with your bittersweet smile
See me fade from you
Your crystal world is cracked and flawed
Your beauty twisted in distaste

You see the world to be brought
With gold and silver jewels
Sorry but I won’t play by your rules
Not any more

So let us end the masquerade
This sad and twisted play
I am sick and tired of your games
And am off to find my way.

My World

In my world
The sky is green
It is a world
Where no one is mean

You can fall from the sky
And land in the sea
In this world
It is only me

Crawling in a magic land
Kick up your heals
Dance on the sand
This is just the start

And reality is fading
The paths rearranging
My world is so real
And everything is chaining

So I kick up my heals
And run, run, run. Run, run
Because all is nearly
done, done done.

But something is changing
My world’s rearranging
The sky must be falling
Everything’s gone wrong

So I can go away and run
Round from my land
From the destruction
And dance
Twirling on the sand, sand, sand

My world is changing
My way home has gone
And I am still here
My path has dissolved

And nothing is left.

This was meant to be my happy go lucky poem as Dad said i never wrote anything happy. I think i don’t. Oh well.

Little Ghost Girl

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Will you sing to me?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Will you stop fooling me?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
You cry so silently

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Have you seen what i will never see?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Are you breathing down my back?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Won’t you please stop following me

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
I am all a lone

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Can you help find my way home?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
You have something that I need

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Your life is free of greed

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Won’t you run away and hide

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
I know you’re watching me

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
You cry so silently

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Why do you follow me?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
For once can you please laed?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Your songs the one i need

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Stop breathing down my neck

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
What is it that you see?

Little ghost girl
Little ghost girl
Why must you follow me?

Little Girl

A little girl sits silently
Beside a shallow grave
A sadder sight you never saw
A sadder sound never made

And she is crying
Tears are streaming down her face
But there is no one to see her
Beside the silent grave

No one cares to listen
No one cares to hear
That a figure by a grave
She cannot be saved

Once upon a time
She was loved
Living in a story
She could do no wrong

But nothing is permanent
Only change
And change things did
So she cries beside a grave

Of past worries
And worries past
She needs someone
To take her from this place

And even now she sits
Crying to herself
No one can see her
No one even knows her name

A ghostly girl crying
People shifting blame
Nothing is constant
The only constant thing

Is change